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Alright, for real this time, I'll post.

Okay...now I know why Ash hates her job. Bah! I'm so sleep deprived. I'm glad I didn't work today I could sleep in until 1pm! w00ntess!

Of course I didn't get home in time to call Matt. I was that damn tired. My feet hurt so bad, and I was so lazy that morning I didn't care to put socks on, I just slipped on a pair of shoes and walked out the door.

Took a book to work. Read on break and before work. After I tried to sleep. Saw two people I knew come into to see movies. Becky's boyfriend Brandon, a little upset she didn't come and say hi *sniffle* and my friend Joy from back in the day at KCA. She's still short...XD but come to find out her parents don't like Tiffany either. They didn't like me from the start. Shallow parents tend to annoy me.

Heheh. I played evil. I saw Cliff walk in with Ben and told Ms.Lockett to yell at him. That was funny.

I got off...30 minutes early! Brent couldn't make up his mind to keep me or send me home...I forgot to clock off...XD oh well...my fault!

Cliff let me know...don't know why he let me know, that he gave Jessika and James a ride to Stina's...I was a little uneasy that he did it, but I wasn't with them so I didn't really care. It was mostly Ben that worried me. He really can't stand James anymore and even though I know he's a kid and I shouldn't take him too seriously, but when he constantly talks about hurting him and killing me...I get worried. Because I'm not that bad anymore.

I didn't go to Denny's...was too tired. I went home got on for a bit, tried to go to sleep...couldn't...waited for Cliff to get home..sent him out to get food and then went sleep once me belly was full.

And I slept in...I'm all happy now! w00tness.

That's all Later Much!

January
DID YOU HAVE A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR 2005?: Getting over James, and getting a Job

WHO KISSED YOU AT MIDNIGHT?: no...my brother did...
DID IT SNOW WHERE YOU LIVE?: HAH! Snow...in southeast Texas...that's a good one
HOT CHOCOLATE OR WARM MILK?: Hot Chocolate.

February
WHO WAS YOUR VALENTINE FOR 2005?: Didn't have one, that's I got Furuba for V-day
WHAT DID YOUR VALENTINE GET YOU?: The entire Furuba DVD collection, w00tness!
DID YOU GIVE OUT ANY VALENTINES?: I don't do V-day for friends...that's just weird...but I do do candy.
FLOWERS OR CANDY?: Lets get specific, white roses and dark chocolates

March
ARE YOU IRISH?: I be full of the luck of the Irish! with me pot o'gold!
DID YOU WEAR GREEN ON ST PATTY'S DAY?: I don't remember...my sleepy pills ruined me memory
DID YOU DRINK GREEN BEER?: No, no alcohol for randa-chan( she doesn't need it anyway, she's looney enough without it)
DID YOU GET LUCKY?: If that were the case, I wouldn't have been so depressed for the rest of the school year!

April
DO YOU LIKE RAIN?: Rain be cool...when its not a thunder storm, then me gets scaredishness
DID YOU PLAY AN APRIL FOOL'S JOKE IN 2005?: no, I didn't...I hate April fool's day for other reasons...grr...stupid TOM
WHAT DID YOU DO FOR EASTER?: stuff....that's all I know
PEEPS OR CADBURY EGGS?: huh?

May
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF FLOWER?: White Roses
DID YOU HAVE A SPRING BREAK IN 2005?: I think...
"APRIL SHOWERS BRING...": ...more showers
PINK OR GREEN?: Green

June
WHAT YEAR DID YOU GRADUATE?: I graduate 2008 baby
DID YOU TAKE A TRIP IN JUNE 2005?: Yes! I went to Dallas!
DID YOU START A SUMMER JOB?: nope, I mooched!
BEACH OR LAKE?: neither! hate water! hate it!
July
WHAT DID YOU DO FOR 4TH OF JULY?: I did...something
ARE YOU PATRIOTIC?: HAHAHAHAH!...Oh...you were serious?
DID YOU WEAR RED, WHITE AND BLUE?: nope..

LIBERAL OR CONSERVATIVE?: I dunno

August
DID YOU TAKE A TRIP AT THE END OF SUMMER?:. nope I was home, Home Home on the range!

HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU GO TO THE BEACH?: notta
DID YOU SWIM A LOT?: nope
SPF 15 OR 45?: I hardly use sunblock

September
DID YOU START SCHOOL IN FALL 2005?: yuppers!
WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE TEACHER FROM THE PAST?: I don't have one...
DID YOU OWN A PET THIS MONTH?: Yeah...dogs..dogs...dogs...
FALL OR SPRING?: Fall.

October
DID YOU DRESS UP FOR HALLOWEEN?: No, I stayed home and watched movies with family and Marty! Who gave me my treat! XD
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COSTUME YOU EVER DRESSED UP AS?: I was Kyo from Dir En Grey!
DID YOU FORGET TO "FALL BACK"?: heh, yeah!
SNICKERS OR BABY RUTH?: Snickers

November
WHERE DID YOU SPEND THANKSGIVING 2005?: movies
WHERE DID YOU SPEND THANKSGIVING 2004?: home with the guy I was dating at the time
WHAT WERE YOU THANKFUL FOR?: I'm an ingreat...I'm never thankful
STUFFING OR MASHED POTATOES?: Gimme the taters!

December
DID YOU GET KISSED UNDER THE MISTLETOE IN 2005?: No my boyfriend moved to Vegas before I could
WHAT DID YOU ASK FOR THIS CHRISTMAS?: For Matty to surprise me and come to see me New Years
WHO DO YOU PLAN TO KISS THIS NEW YEARS?: I wanted to Kiss Matty
WHATS YOUR 2006 NEW YEARS RESOLUTION?: Making mine and Matt's relationship work, getting a digital camera, a better job, saving money for Shio, getting a video camera and tons of Manga and anim, and not relapsing into last year!

Okay, so Christmas has come and gone.

I met Anna's boyfriend. She kept giving me this evil eye everytime I talked to them. Then I heard how things went after I left. Someone needs to give Anna lessons in being a girlfriend...Lets just say that she has to remember, the guy has feelings too. I was more shocked that she actually cleaned up for him. I mean bathed and all. He even brushed and straightened her hair! Anna was actually somewhat similar to attractive. It scared me.

Anyway...I got a lot of nice things. DDR Extreme 2, Karaoke Revolution and Party, UMDs of Endless Waltz, Labyrinth, Dark Crystal and Pirates of the Carribean, FMA Hoodie, FMA Bag, FMA Season 2 with Vol. 6, a Lumpy stuff animal, a shoolgirl/maid outfit form Hot Topic, a CD player and beginner guitar booklets and software to learn to play guitar. A nice loot might I add.

With my paycheck I plan on getting Guyver the box set and save for a Digicam and video cam.

Work was busy...and that's because it was Jew Movie day, or at least that's what Bryan told me. Thought that was funny.

They called me twice today to come in...I didn't have a ride and already made plans so I couldn't go in. It was really busy for a Monday. I wasn't going to go in. They took my monday away last week, and they aren't taking it away again. Besides I work at 10am tomorrow. They can have me then.

I haven't heard from Matty. In all honesty, I don't plan on ever hearing from him. I know he said he wanted a long distance relationship, but c'mon guys, really. I don't do long distance, and it kinda doesn't work when one person isn't involved anymore. I mean I can't call him, he's moved, so I don't know his number, and I've emailed him but he hasn't been on or emailed me back, so I don't know. We'll see how that works.

And that's all for the update, not much really has happened accept me figuring out a digi cam.

Later Much

Lets see...what has happened since I last updated. I really don't get to get on much anymore because I'm working mostly in the evenings and noramlly closing. But no worries money in my pocket.

My brother's becoming as sadistic as me. *sniffle* I'm so proud. But I told him if anyone touches that PSP that's not him...I'll kill him!On top of that I told him tob be careful and by careful I mean...extremely! I hope Aaron is too. *shudders* Poor Aaron, don't know how he can stand it. I would gag if that kept happening to me.

Ollie...tsk, tsk. Why don't you come talk to me about these things. We could have talked through this and found a BETTER way to handle this...a more MATURE! way. You're not in highschool anymore, so quit acting like it. If it were a relationship, then I perfectly understand but this is just out right ridiculous. You know better...or at least I thought you did.

Well lets see...Danny's now flirting with me more. He told me that I looked pretty yesterday. I don't trust Danny any further than I can throw him. Nelson and Cody are the only two co-workers I currently am having trouble with...I can't stand them. They are royal pains in the neck! Poor Lindsey I hope she's okay. She got yelled at yesterday. Poor girl. Lindsey's my buddy, she's been helping me out and looking out for me. I'm cool with her. Really cute too. Kelly's been cool too, fellow trainee and all. I really don't hate my job, I love it. I just am learning I'm not going to get a break as much like i though. Doesn't matter. I just need five minutes to drink a soda and then get back to work.

Got an eye docotor appointment today. I just got contacts, which I nearly forgot to take them out last night. I'm so used to them. I like my contacts. I think I'm better looking without my contacts. I've been told I look older and prettier too. Of course the ones that told me that were Denny and FORMERLY Long haired Leo, of course only Leo made me blush. He's so cute...

Man yesterday was the last weekend of RenFest...I wanted to see Todd so badly! I still want to see him. He's just so sweet and so cool. I would love to get to know him better. So far all I know is he's 23, a Rennie, an anime dork as much as me, and smokes and drink, oh and loves getting inside my head.

Spent some time with Marty before he went to Oklahoma. We saw Saw 2, well 35 minutes of it. XD! Yeah...I told him you get what you pay for...and he didn't pay nothing. He gave me a present! *squee* But I'm not telling what it was! Its a Marty and Randa gift. Classified info, ya know? Nah, we had a good time. He was at the movies yesterday and he came to my line and he just kept looking at me as if I was pissed at him. I wasn't I was tired...and when I'm tired I get aggrivated easily. So seeing anyone I knew, hell working with Denny on till with me, irked me.

OH Matt was there too! My ex? Oh god, he looked at me as if like, "WHOA! She's gotta be pissed me at me!" and then just went to another line. And that's not the case at all. I'm not mad, hell I don't care. He was more of a make out toy for me! It just would have been more convient if he would have told me, ya know, like, "Hey I don't things are going to work out, so yeah, I wanna break up?" That way I wouldn't have felt bad about flirting at Ren Fest or anything. Of course I didn't after I figured it out after four weeks, so I know it was okay. Though I'm still a little upset because he was supposed to take me to see Corpse Bride! which I still haven't seen! Cliff thinks he should just talk to me and figure out..dude...she's not pissed at you. Though Cliff's pissed at him for being a bastard. But hey what can ya do.

Well that's about it. Nothing really new. Just work, contacts, and buddies.

I'll update as much as I can.

Later Much